Great to hear from you again, remember if you ever need to talk there's loads of people on here willing to offer an ear.
All the best, Been there live for tomorrow, yesterday is now behind you. Well done and good luck to you SIR.
Please ignore the 2nd post I was trying to be funny & failing miserably, brilliant to see you on up pal.
Great to hear and glad you're in a better place. If you ever need someone to talk to or someone to listen, myself and plenty of other members are always on hand. You Reds!
Great to see you back my good man. Having been in similar states a few years, which I've documented on here previously, I can tell you this, that anyone and I really mean anyone can turn their lives around. Having been suicidal only 12 years ago, to being a happy as I could ever imagine, so much so that I now feel stronger when things don't go to plan. Use the recent past to make you tough to whatever life can throw at you. Its potentially the kick up the backside you needed to become the most complete and driven person you could ever have been. Hats off Sir, theres many people on here who have been in a similar state but haven't had the epiphany yet, and seeing someone be open about it might have a lasting impact on them, to do the same.
Good for you OP but I would like to correct your statement that anti-depressants are "happy pills", they're not, they treat depression as the name states.