Scary post, hope that's a football metaphor. Another poor soul went over the bridge near my house yesterday aft.
If that's about the football, then I don't understand your post, I always look forward to going to games. If its a personal thing then I hope you find the help you need.
La Tristesse Durera might have been more appropriate but then again, the sadness has stopped. Time for the super reds to close the Archives of Pain and say "Yes", we're staying up.