Yep, there are definite times in hindsight when I know that I did actively want to die if I think about it, but mainly I've blocked those times out and they are a blur. My day to day life now is generally not caring either way which I guess is an improvement of sorts. Minds suck.
When you wake up and you get this text Eyup, who's this Conan Troutman who posts on BBS?? Seems to be the biggest fuking arsehole In world.....his side kick is a complete **** too Kinda a good synopsis
Another lie. I also recall you saying you didn't have any friends and didn't want any because they only let you down - so who's texting you? Keep stoking that ******** fire.
So it must be a bit of insult when someone claims to be in the situation when they are not, just to attract attenion or get some kind of reaction. As is claiming to have dyslexia when you do not. It's an insult to people who do and a bit sick really.
Look you are some kind of real basket case. I'm telling you what people are saying stop this nonsense NOW
Actually he isnt in the slightest in real life ! he just cant type on his phone , oh and he does have some strange ways to assess a player.
Can you tell me what this thread is about? It seems that only you know.... and tbh, I'm not too sure that you know either. So yeah, tell me the meaning if you can. Don't worry about all the extra full stops in the middle of words, I can ignore them.
It's about those two pillocks always complaining about everything that the football. Clubs and everything they do. One of them impliied. That embeslesment is happening, which is ridiculous And room top it all I have apparently tried killing myself. They are *******. Bonkers
I can't argue with that and it must be absolutely terrible. I'm extremely lucky in that respect. What I was getting at though was that if you were so serious about doing it at one particular time that you posted on the BBS that you would be ending it tonight and then avoided the BBS for the next week then that isnt something you'd forget is it? Nobody said you had tried killing yourself but a hell of a lot of people remember your posts claiming you were going g to kill yourself. By the way who has claimed that embezzlement is taking place?
Embezzlement is a serious accusation. I don't think I've ever seen anyone accuse anyone of it; not on here anyway.