Bricking It.

Thought I’d lost the nervous energy. The nasty feeling in my stomach. Thought I’d stopped caring. I was definitely wrong. A day browsing Nottingham then onwards and upwards. You reds.

 

Law of averages say we should win. Law of this season says we'll bumble our way to a 1-0 defeat

 

Same. I have a ******* massive exam integral to my job/career this morning/aft, then straight to Nottingham for a game that'll probably define our season. Nervous isn't the word.

 

It's like someone's turned a tap on up my arse this morning.

 

After Saturday i decided i wasn't going to go, now if it is pay on the day think i will drive down after work. The things we do because of this stupid game!

 

I should have decided to go. Ended up fixing up a few business meetings, as I was away in Scotland last week.
Going to be a long day.

 

I'm sick of thinking "we must be due a win" so today I'm just going to feel pessimistic all day and see if reverse psychology can pull one out of the bag.

 

For me tonight's match has Ipswich away written all over it. We will play well in the first half and probably miss 3 or 4 good chances and then concede the inevitable sloppy goal right at the start of the second half and go on to lose 1-0

 

Must be mad. Leaving work early, picking up my mate and going in hope rather than expectation.

I thought we'd get something at Leeds and we should have, but we're just not up to it.

I'm expecting more of the same tonight, and not taking our opportunity against a club that's now lost more games than us.

Hopefully I'll be proved wrong, and we'll be out of the bottom 3.

 

I just want us to really go for it, even if that's gung ho then so be it, our goal difference is superior to the other teams around us so that's not an issue, coupled with the fact we just can't keep clean sheets. I don't want us to sit in and try to contain them in the hope we nick a goal because we all know the inevitable will happen.
It seems lately we've needed a minimum of 2 goals per game just to get something out of it.

 

Yeah, we might as well go for it tonight. Start with Moore and get further up the pitch from the off.

 

Ive come to the conclusion that being a reds fan is bad for your mental wellbeing but we cant help ourselves as its our club whatever, coyrs

 

I couldnt give a ****.

 

I'm calm as a mill pond. Fate accepted some time ago.

 

Sadly sometimes I think maybe we are going for it but we just aren't good enough so it looks like we aren't.

 

Fair dos each to their own and all that.

 

Had all the nerves in the world on Saturday, i'm still going tonight but expect nowt from the game & think we are doomed to the drop.

It spoiled my Saturday & Saturday night, can't keep on with that, if they can't be arsed why should it bother me as much as it does.

Thought Jose tinkered with the side on Saturday & i feel he will do the same today, if the rumours of Yiadom being dropped are true, well he wants to have a word with himsen.

 

I'm going to have a bet on Forest and hope I lose my money.

 

I've just done this. Theory been if we do lose I'll get something back. If we don't I'll be happy anyway. Draw nailed on?

 

I'd be more nervous going into the playoffs. Even at 3 0 up I was nervous going to Walsall.

Feels a bit different in this perilous position, because we haven't done anything to suggest that we can achieve safety. We're not going to forest on the back of anything spectacular and it all feels pretty routine.