I know we are losing, couldn’t go as was working til 8 but for some strange reason I don’t feel bothered by it
Possibly a deep but justified feeling of despondency that anytime we get anywhere near achieving something our entire spine disintegrates and we have to start again? could be that.
I don’t think you’re alone. It’s an half arsed first pump when we score now for me. And I’m not as disappointed as I used to when we lose. One day we will all fall back in love with it again. Hopefully soon.