I’ve been off work for a fortnight. I’ve had a untreated chest infection - finally got to see the doc yesterday and now on medication. I wasn’t well for Bristol city, but went and stupidly drove to Pompey last week too , I felt shocking and it just made me feel worse. Today I had coach and match tickets, but just didn’t feel well enough to put myself through the travelling again, so stayed at home. I should be bothered about being out of pocket, but instead I’m relieved and glad I didn’t bother. I’ve already chalked X on QPR and Fulham and will probably miss a few more before the season ends as well. I think we’re just lurching towards league one now. Showing willing, but giving ourselves too much to do because of the personnel choices the club has made. It’s like the defence is playing in isolation from the rest of the team, who are trying to bail them out on a regular basis. Yet again the stats show in our favour but not the scoreline. Nothing’s changing for the better.
I just want it done now. 16 more games is like slow torture. I know there are some that will say there’s a lot of points still to play for, but they’re either putting on a brave face or are on a wind up. I don’t think anyone really believes we will survive if they’re being honest.
I'm not going to be going to anymore away games this season except possibly, possibly Brentford if I can get a ticket. Sick to death of us only turning up for 45 minutes and it not being enough. Love the days out but it's too much money to spend on a team that doesn't look like it's played football before, until they finally decide to try when it's too late. Our away support has been phenomenal this season and we're being taken for absolute mugs nearly every game.
