So sorry, Sparky. Do you feel up to sharing a fun Zola memory? I’d like to hear more about her, she sounds like a wonderful dog.
So sorry to hear about this. Fur babies, either cat or dog, find a way in. I never had a pet until 2022 when we were adopted through the cat distribution system - a cat just decides it wants to live with you. We lost her in April 2024 and we went straight to a rescue for another, and then went and got another in January.
Lost my staff after 10 yrs watched him die I was begging for him to die hea was waiting for me my mum phoned me up and said something up with dog come home asap that was 20yrs ago can't have another since what that put me through so I've an idea what your going through,so sorry just think about the joy you gave it,I cant put myself through it again bought a coffin for 100 pound and buried him deep, it helped same price as vets burning him good luck memories will come back when least expected which is nice in a sad way