My head can't take much more. Being trying too hard not to worry but only gone and made things worse.Struggled to concentrate at work,been for long runs to chill out but again this match has been my only thought,tried to relax before i got off to sleep but must have gone through every scenario and ending, including last minute drama etc etc,then as i am not going tomorrow also been thinking about how to get through the time during the game and decided on the following- internet off mobile phone off and landline unplugged knocks at the door will be ignored and will be watching Sky sports news with the volume off and will stay in the same position on the sofa until it is all over.
I think its more stressful without going to the game, unless i get the chance of a ticket, I don't think I can take Sky Sports with the "There is a goal at Selhurst Park which way has it gone" routine, I could watch the BBC website, flicking between the games, listen to Radio Sheffield or the easy option of taking a long walk with the dog up on the hills and letting it all play out then putting Radio 5 live on for the results. Getting stressed deciding how to take the bloody game in now.
I hate it as well. Part of me wishes I wasn't going and could just go out until 6am tonight and get battered, go to bed and wake up at 3pm tomorrow to find out what happened.
I am nervous although my mindset is that we will win. Keep thinking Marlon, Marlon, fukcing Marlon, and it does my head in. I don't even like the song.
Now I agree wi that...don't normally look forward to closed season..but am this time...and oh.for a boring mid-table finish next season..