Crying

I cried when they scored

 

I cried inside but it's not over yet!

I can't hear or see Keith dressed as a woman... trying to sing

 

It was a real kick in the nuts.

 

I had been sat forward in my seat with my hands in a prayer position for the majority of the second half, muttering 'get it out, get it out' repeatedly any time that Derby got within 40 yards of our goal. The goal going in sapped the energy out of me and i felt sick to be honest. i don't feel as bad as i did on Saturday but i still feel pretty shocking.

 

Not quite crying, but I don't think a goal has sickened me as much for a long time. We'd worked so hard in the second half to get the points, but we seemed to just run out of steam. We're absolutely running on empty, but nobody can say that it's not for the lack of trying. As someone somewhere else has said, we're now in the position we are in due to the incredible form of the other teams around us. 50 points with 3 games to go should have us 8th off bottom!

 

That's putting it mildly.

 

Oddly, that feels more like a defeat than Saturday. Gutted for the players, they gave that everything.

 

I'd have gladly taken a good kick in the nuts in exchange for all three points tonight.

 

I say that every game. I did prang one yesterday and I thought that was job done.

 

Chin(s) up dude, it aint over.

 

And what about the weird silence when exiting Oakwell after the final whistle. That was what stood out for me.

 

That was weird.

My mate just looked at me and went 'quiet innit'.

Felt awful.