Nervousness is really getting to me now. Been all right most of the week then last night it hit me, I had to go to Tescos for a few bits and pieces when all of a sudden the game popped into my head and now I cant stop thinking abut it. I’ve decided it’s the fear of losing that’s the problem, I think the nerves are getting to me because I know what an awful down right depressing feeling it will be if we lose and how it will ruin the whole of the summer including the world cup. Im guessing that most other reds fans are getting the jitters and just wondered if it was for the same reason as me or for different ones.
I am feeling the same, however I am also thinking that this is our most successful season in 5 years. I said from day 1 that I thought we can get promoted and I still think we will win.
I keep trying to say to myself that even if we do lose, we still had a better season than the majority planned.............. But it doesn't work!!!! Will be gutted if we do lose... We should be up already.
My biggest worry is we seem to have a habit of fecking up the important games,with exception of play off semi second leg and even then we made a balls up of first leg. The Swansea and Southend home games are best example. Southend go in two down at halftime but come out second half and take over game. Swansea go 2-1 down with twenty five mins to go (and go down to ten men) but we hardly got a kick even with extra man. We'll probably win four nowt now ive said that.
Nowt to it mate. Just lie back and think of victory on Saturday. FOR TEXAS AND MISS LILLIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
