This weekend is the beginning of something I have been longing for since our last game before lockdown against Cardiff.. the light at the end of the tunnel seems near and Saturday will make it all the more real, I’ve suffered so much this year mentally I have ADHD and need structure in my life and this 18 month has been anything but.. I haven’t told anyone how close I was to losing my mind really I got counselling through work which I found more a hindrance unfortunately. My views on covid my differ from others but doesn’t mean I don’t have a heart or sympathy for others I do! But Saturday when I walk into Cardiff’s ground when I hear our lads names being read out I think a tear may leave my eye because football to me and although my username suggests otherwise Barnsley football club is my world along with the kids lol and wife.. it’s the whole day I’ve missed from start to finish the 10.30 meet in the silkstone to walking to the ground at 2.30 to grab my meat and potato pie to the the lads in the west stand that make every game a wit filled day out!! you Barnsley football club are my solace in life and I can’t wait for the emotional rollercoaster that you give me every year!! You reds!!!
You are not alone in that regard. Thousands have struggled and lost a lot of routines. And I can only imagine with ADHD making it worse. Have a great trip, and hopefully 3 points will kick it off nicely
