At Christmas I was just completely depressed and thought the club was about to unravel into lower league status. I can't really put into words the events that have happened since then. The playoffs have been incredible and the performances - including the away win at Wigan - have been awesome. Today we were so much the better team - we dominated them at times so severely - the three goals were all class. Adam Hammill just lit the place up. I've tried to explain to my son that as a kid I never saw Barnsley in playoffs or playoff finals, or at Wembley or big games, promotions and so on. Until I was 18 pretty much nothing happened - we just tread water in the second tier. I cannot get my head around going to Wembley twice in one season and winning twice - two pieces of silverware... Someone wake me up. No - better yet - just let me keep dreaming.