When was the last time you was...

Really nervous about something ?

 

I have been every day for the last year and a half. That's how overdue OFSTED our school is, and I have a migraine daily about it and suffer from insomnia.

 

It was the last time there was something to be nervous about

"HTH"

 

When Laura was down in theatre having her kidney transplant. Those hours of feeling helpless and terrified seemed to last a lifetime.

 

The last time Big Lil gave me a hug, I wasn't sure he was going to let go

 

Interviews are about the only thing in life that I get nervous about. And bfc. So seeing as I have been with the same employer for 8 years it would probably be Huddersfield last season.

 

A couple of years ago when on my 4 yearly Driving Test in an Artic to remain on the DSA Large Goods Vehicle instructor Register at Sheffield.
Always potential for something to go wrong but thankfully it didnt.

 

Huddersfield away last season. Those final 10 minutes! So many emotions in such little time.

 

Last night, after two days an nights on Okells best topped off with several guiness i got the feelin i needed to fart,knowing i would be quite loose i resisted the urge but after a few more sherberts i thought ah what the hell itll be oreyt so with trepidation i let rip, BIG mistake, it was up me back , in me socks down the backs of me legs, anyway i got home an got int shower with everything on an got cleaned up, scared me that did :nails:

 

Not sure if this counts or not, i don't think i was nervous, more like fear panic and absolute shock all rolled into one, but a 4 years back i was sat watching TV with my hands where lads have there hands wile watch TV in the comfort of there own home wearing pair of tracky bottoms and found a lump, i gave the wife a shout she came in the living room to find me with my tackle out saying here have a feel at this, she looked at me and said we've been married far too long for me to be looking at that before bed time, i said no just feel it i think ive found a lump, after giving me the look and saying i do wish you'd stop playing with ya sen in living room, she felt it and phoned the doctors within seconds and told them what i got, so they said to come in first thing in the morning, she then went on the WWW and found a site saying it could be a number of things and not to worry but see a doctor, so after the calming words of my wife i wasn't too worried but slept with my hands on them all night just in case, the next morning i phoned work and told my boss what had happened and went to see the doctor, She had a feel left the room and fetched another doctor in her manager, she had a feel and said i want you to go up to the hospital for a blood tests and a scan i'll phone them now and let them know your coming, that was it panic set in i was nearly in tears and by the time i walked out of the doctors i was convinced i was dying, i've never felt anything like it before or after, the wife was in as much shock as i was, i was 29 at the time, and just couldn't believe what was happening, in my head getting a hospital appointment for 20 minutes after seeing your GP ment one thing and one thing only, it must be the big C, the 15 minute drive to the hospital felt like hours with not much chatter in the car at all, i sat their thinking how the **** am i going to tell my Mum, got to hospital had the scan and the scanner man said i don't think its a tumor but won't know without a blood test its in the exact place you would expect a tumor but it don't look or feel like one but won't know for sure without a blood test 5 days latter i got the all clear, but after that hour between seeing the my GP and the ultrasound man and doctor, i don't do nervous anymore as i feel if i could cope with that then nothing else is worth worrying about no matter what happens i'll cope with it

 

Thanks for sharing that mate, goes to prove always check yourself, glad you came out the best mate.